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Ray 29, Female, Canada - 5 entries

Nov 2007
4:38 AM A

kill me now...
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my heart is burning.
my mind is truning.

tear drops form in my eyes.

your love for me start to die.

you ripe me up

and break me down.

just kill me now...

just leave me here on the ground...

i stare out my open window
catching the rain in my hands.
every drop of tear i get.
i shead them with regret.

i should have never loved.
i should have walked away.
i should have missed the day.
but instead i close my eyes and cry.

�

you left me here to feel the pain.

why did you want me to�die of pain?

just leave me here.

here in the�snow of a winter's day.

�

kill me now with your gentle words.

ripe me apart.

tare out my heart.

kill me now with your beauty and grace.

how much will i cry? when will i die?
if iblock the path, and walk away.
will my shadow find me again?
will my bleak, black, world stay?

in the darkest place on earth,
light and peace give birth.
in the ugliest time in history
beauty and grace solve your mystery.

�

some how, somewhere.

i know you'll hear me

some day sometime.

i know you'll see.

�

i won't be there always.

we�need to go�our own ways.

i am what i am.

open your eyes to see.

i am who i am.

let me go just let me be.

�

kill me now with your kindness

strike me down

drop me to the ground

kill me now with your pride and love.

�

my heart is burning

my mind is turning.....

�

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shirleyxu 54, Female, China - 301 entries

Nov 2007
11:19 AM EST

We had just spent a long weekend in Kyoto and Nara. Now, I understand if you only have time to visit one city in Japan, you should choose Kyoto, especially in Nov. the color of the mountian and temple made you feel that you are in an art gallery.

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Angela Wang 47, Female, China - 73 entries

Nov 2007
5:09 AM EDT

Nov.14,2007
I have not come here for a long time. In recent two month, I have been busy with read books and some thesis and dissertations about architecture. becuse I will have to complete my dissertation after one year.Although I have read many, I feel I have enough confidence to investgate the conditions of traditional dwellings in chosen region. Before I had never learned about the knowledge of architecture, and now I have to start learning from the basic knowledge. My research is the thermal, acoustic and illuminous environmentsof traditional houselocated in Northwest inChina. I have realized I will confront many difficulties during writing dissertation, but I have to finish it on time before I will proceed to the next work-----to work or to further my study for gain Ph.D. So I must work hard every minute.

And I hope I will do it well.

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shootingstar420 30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries

Nov 2007
4:57 PM EDT

today was a kool day at skool
it has to do with abel!!!!
Yeah So Today We Were doing this drills at p.e class
and we have the same class
we were doing some drills and he was in the jump rope section and i was in the situp section which r right next to each other so yeah then he is all like hey girl my friend said whats up and im all like fuck u in my head i ignored them and he is all like so yeah or no
im all like hellz no and then he is all like what about him!
and then im all like no so yeah the teacher sounded the whistle and yeah we changed stations and then i went to the stair setion and he went to the situp section
and he came up to me and said how about this guy and all like No i dont want tog et with anybody and then he sai what about me well i think he said that im sure i guess!!
so yeah i just ignored him and so yeah that was the story

o and so yeah i cant believe that shane torrez turned emo omg he looked so scary
so g2g bye

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jesssie 33, Female, Canada - 69 entries

Nov 2007
3:17 PM EST

when you're listening to a song you really like.. not just really like; but absolutely love.

it makes you want to scream, or cry or smile or laugh or whatever.

i have like so many songs that do that to me:$

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nuuru500 50, Male, Kenya - 3 entries

Nov 2007
2:16 AM HNE

salan

haa walaal amacaanto walagu salamayaa maanahada ayaa ku salamayaa marka ka qaad ok anigana sadoo kale macaanto

Tags: looking

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pamiejpate 74, Female, North Dakota, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
1:04 PM CDT

Meditation

I need some ideas on meditation, any help would be great.

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jesssie 33, Female, Canada - 69 entries

Nov 2007
11:18 AM EST

My feelings are constantly changing.. sometimes i think its going to be great. and then something comes up and i know my mind has changed, and then ill feel guilty about it. but then the day after, it happens all over again. i am so SICK and tired of writing about the same things, the same problems. its always guys, or school, or family. and family is pissing me off the most right now. like, im sorry i am stressed out about school. i was thinking about exams yesterday night, and honestly like i started to cry. because its soo hard.. grade ten is so hard! i know it will only get harder, and there will only be more work. but i dont feel like im ready for all of this!! im not good under pressure but at the same time i know i wont completely fail at everything. but i just want to give up 90 percent of the time. but i know i have to do the work and i know i have to pass.. and i know im smart enough for it. but i just CANT focus on anything other than stuff outside of school. school feels like the last thing on my mind, the last thnig i care about! which isnt exactly true.. but honestly i just want to pass everything.
im so tired. im exhausted. i want to curl up in a ball, and never talk to anyone again.. or at least for a little bit!! i just need some time to myself, yet i keep making all these plans every weekend.. like this weekend i haev a party on friday and then on saturday im hanging out with jeff, and maybe i should just have some time for myself! some relax time or whatever.. but there ISNT time for that because there is too much other stuff going on.

i want a break.

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Br0kinHeart12 34, Female, Ohio, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2007
8:45 PM EDT

Have you ever felt like your world is spinning out of control? Like you can't control your life anymore? That is exactly how I feel. There is something wrong with me latley. I can't sleep at all. I will lay in my ben all night crying for no reason at all. Everytime I do end up sleeping, I have the worst dream ever. It's like I am afraid to sleep anymore because I don't know what's going to happen in my dream. I hate it. I feel like I can't take much of this anymore, like one day I am going to fully lose control and everything is going to be gone. Who knows what I might do that day? I feel like a fucking crazy person! I hate this shit so much. I think that I really really need professional help ....

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zap 64, Female, Maine, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2007
8:24 PM EDT

Yes indeed I do pretend to be serval things, it just depends on the job.. for most women, Our resumes go on forever. I put my mask on and take it off only with trust, and love. At times I wish I was 6yrs old, time never mattered, and belived in Santa.Pretending was such a adventure. Then I grew up.

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